Did I.. Really..

Did I really want all this..

Falling prey to others' mood-swings..
Taking the bait of false friendships;
Relaxing standpoints to nurture my insecurities..
Accommodating others in my space to soothe their vulnerabilities;

Mis-prioritizing my purpose here with the sole intention of building a camaraderie..
Miserably puzzled is how I feel, away from home, in this unknown territory;
Sometimes,To undo a damage it requires more than an apology..
And by the time this is realized, we would be specimens studied in paleontology;

Did I... Really.. want to put myself through all this..
Did I.. Really..