Once Again

       Deepavali is here yet again,

       Back home, no one awaits me once again,

       Missing them terribly is my true pain,

       Getting used to my absence is their true victory, their true gain.

       Celebrating togetherness is the only dream I nourish,

       But the standard of living here, they say I MUST cherish.

       To cherish, I beg these immaculate roads to take me home, but they fail,

        I beseech this clean air to turn redolent with mom's festive spread, but no avail.

       Firecrackers, flowers, fun and food, they say are small sacrifices we make for a greater good,

       But family is the wealthiest asset says every dying man who has it all understood.

       Hanging on to my Indian WhatsApp number, I peer hopefully to not miss my family greeting,

       Tech glitch, time zone, hectic schedules are their answers sometimes to my wishful thinking.

       I wish I could sue Tanishq and Cadbury ads for pushing my emotional threshold,

       But the cliché -'Distance doesn't matter' comes to my rescue, and I somehow withhold. 

       Finally, dad sends a selfie - half his face in the frame, and a full smiling mom, glowing gold with earthen diyas  in her hand,

       In their eyes, I search for my absence, my void, but their mastery of disguise defends their strong stand.

       A group-selfie with my newfound homies, "Happy Diwali" I grin with our candle tea lights,

      Blinking and batting my moist eyes, lining up hope for the next 365 nights.

       I send them this tear glistened picture, an evidence to corroborate their idea of standard of living,

      T o me, a memoir of everything that gradually contributes to my fine standard of dying.

Oh yes, Happy Deepavali, once again!

                                                                                                                   

The May Flower

Amidst all the chaos, it stood still, a green bunch of hope

His sanguine eyes counted days for the emerald beauty to unravel its ruby rays.

His anxious thoughts sent whispers of encouragement into the lush,

Wishful thinking was reciprocated with the first glimpse of the budding blush.

The warmth in his smile nurtured the crimson surge,

On May Day, it bloomed in all its glory, a huge red globe of floral splurge. 

Thousands of miles away, I saw this miracle on a palm sized screen,
I zoomed, and zoomed more, seeking to admire the arrangement of this tiny discipline,

But all I saw was his affection and devotion, flourishing through a radiating sphere of elegance,

Off I went on a journey, cherishing that affection,that fondness and his purest form of benevolence.