A regret behind "gn tc sweet dreams"

Regret of those sleepy eyes which fight nature to still look at the chat window
Melancholy of those fingers which defy a fatigue-infused involuntary muscle shutdown to still type a response
Repentance of the mind to comprehend a sleep-laden delayed response to a chat message "U there?"
Lamentation of the heart to declare you are sleepy and key in a "gn tc bye"
A self-reproach to see a very-much expected but undesired "sleep well.." in response

A desire to converse forever defied by nature
A wish to listen to and be heard, overpowered by sleep
The subconscious wait for the next morning's chat window to show a green dot beside that name
The  frolicking joy to find a stupid reason to start a conversation again
The cycle repeats, roles exchange,conversations become memorable and people become important
With all these beautiful experiences life becomes worthily magnificent! 
 

A Heart in Hibernation

On a self-chosen path to be a victim of transient separation
Previously exposed to harsh weathers of unabated deception
An Adonis charming her with his unidentified affection
She joyously welcomed this unanticipated mesmerization


Equally impressed with her was the enchanter who ruled the laws of attraction,
He even mended his ways to surrender to her appreciation,

Ephemerally overriding her pristine connection
They strode on the path of desire,satiating the need for undivided attention

With loyalty to love for a bonding that had survived a generation,
With the fear of any possible deteriorating ramification,
With surreality melting into truth and perfection,
With their shackled hearts mutually willing to be retained in starvation,
It was best to rest their hearts in hibernation.

A Passing Tide..

My dear friend, to have you is a matter of pride,
Cause you do nothing that takes me for a ride;

Your eyes speak everything, clear and wide,
You  shower attention and affection of which I am deprived;

 As possessiveness starts leaving my heart fried,
 I constantly check if our chemistry-filled rapport died;

Though I know I would never be your bride,
It somehow feels complete to have you by my side;

As vulnerability confuses my conscience and has silently cried,
I choose a smiling facade for my emotions to hide;


Though this emotional outbreak is just a passing tide,
A soft-corner for your sweetness shall always reside;

Mistaken Identity

A genuine thought  misread,
An uncalled for confusion undoubtedly bred;
A silent tear of regret shed,
Even a sanguine heart painfully bled.

Candid expressions blatantly to be accepted,
Barefaced truth only to be relinquished.
With pretender defending the pretense-less,
The unequivocal feels spiritless.


As oceans part the harmonious souls,
Even Beethoven's effort to create a symphony would rigmarole;
But as we march in unison towards a common goal,
Making every effort to swing together is my only role...

Crimes of a Charmed Chime..

A passing breeze makes the stagnant wind-chime sound melodious..
The chime dances to the happy tunes of the breeze which is frivolous.
Helpless Chime, got swept and swayed by charm
Knew this would all be long gone before the breeze got kind and warm...

Attractive eyes..nothing to despise;
And those dreamy lashes had a promising vision..
An encapsulating smile, a crush-athalon's next mile;
His honest ways could win any mission.
Chivalry was a skill that he did perfectly master..
Building a camaraderie with him was comfortably faster...

Though tiny attitude-streaks here and there he did reflect sometimes..
His other aspects taught me to be happy in-spite of this imperfect world at all times.
Unauthorized to feel the feel.. I feel like I am made of plaster..
Expressing any further would make my life a disaster...


Being a chime.. you wish the breeze was servile and discplined.. 
Being frivolous... there is no guess how many chimes you ruined..
Breeze moves on.. and the chime stops its melody..
Melodies leave memories.. years pass by and stories of past crushes become a comedy..

That one moment

That one moment...

when you are busy studying for a test..

when your mind is not listening to hunger panks or drowsy eyes..

when your subconscious reminds how your mother took care of you during exams..

That one moment is beautiful when your roommate says.. "Please eat something.. I have cooked.."

That one moment...

when you have grown-out of the age to expect a birthday wish at 12..

when you have known the value of people irrespective of their promptness to wish..

when you have other friends around planning a suprise for your day..

That one moment is beautiful when you actually get a prompt 12 am wish from whom you expected..

That one moment...

when your parents said a gigantic "NO" for a trip..

when you convinced your friends to go ahead without you..

when your friends secretly tried to talk to your parents to let you join them..

That one moment is beautiful when your parents paste a gigantic SMILE on your face with a yes..

That one moment...

when you fought with someone only to correct them..

when you were treated without any dignity, as that person couldn't let their ego lose..

when you still pursued only with the belief that the person was worthy of being corrected..

That one moment is beautiful when the ego shatters and a sorry restores your dignity..

That one moment.. 

when you scroll down the contacts on your phone and feel you cant call anyone on that list..

When you are in a urge to talk and express

when you curse the person whom you can actually call is fast asleep in another timezone

That one moment is beautiful when you realise.. the number you wanna call is not on your contacts-list but clearly etched in your mind!!

 These moments make life beautiful.. 

 These moments make difficulties look smaller..

 These moments make life live-able..

 These moments make you wait for such.. "That one moment"s... 

Before I click on “send”!

When life gives a reason to talk to you, it becomes an unexpected gift,

How well I present this gift to you becomes my minds' next shift..

Enveloping respect and admiration, choosing a word to describe you, is something that I can’t do..
Addressing you with “Hey” in my mail is the last thing that I want too..

Limiting myself just to the topic of conversation makes me feel captive in a cage…

Picking minimal words to convey everything that I want to, still accounts for more than a page;

The fear of being misinterpreted and misunderstood, I carefully avoid topics that could kindle your rage,

This makes it unfortunate that, I cannot be as transparent to you, as a sage;

Voicing my concerns I believe you are the one who can guide me through…

If, diverged from your direction, I shall be satisfied my decision was at least, influenced by you;

Putting an end to my epistle makes me plead for more chances to write you mails..  

The only hope with this initiation is that, this shared camaraderie never de-rails;

The thought before I click on “send”, is more complex than Chris Nolan’s Inception…

The feeling after I click on send , is more numb than lack of any kind of sensation;

The time ticks at the speed of a snail’s 100-meter dash as your response is still in anticipation…

Mind panics with a labyrinth of thoughts visualizing your response even before its actual reception;

When  you respond, I feel heard and listened to.

When you don’t, I feel the wait for the response was short too;

The pain of awaiting your reply defines the new name of the game…

However, the pain of clicking on “send” still acquires the "most painful" fame;